I'm going to take a big step

I've been writing and researching BDSM for a couple of years now. Thanks to all this I've discovered I'm very dominant.

I wasn't always happy with that. Like the narrator in my story Discovery I was afraid that allowing that facet of me to the surface would make me like the people I grew up hating; bullies, irresponsible authority figures and that sort of person. And there's still a bit of that 'BDSM is sick' idea still inside me.

But I'm even less happy at hiding the person I really am. And when I'm writing BDSM I really enjoy it.

So, next month I'm going to a play party. I'm hoping to let out my dominant side with people who can support me as I start down this new path.

I bought some equipment a few months ago; a blindfold, a flogger and some really serious nipple clamps. Before I go to the party I'm getting a proper crop and some good cuffs. I need a back T-shirt as well.

This should be interesting.