Report on a play party

I was at another play party on the weekend. It was interesting.

Unlike the other times I made more of an effort to interact with people. I spoke with a couple of quite delicious bottoms. One was done up as a 'naughty secretary' although I mis-indentified her as a 'naughty librarian' at first due to a particular fetish of mine.

I also talked with a rather nice couple about various things including the life.

The high point of the party, from a comedy point of view, was a couple of posers that showed up. The 'top' dressed like he was Anton LeVay or Darth Vader. His only equipment was a sad excuse for a single tail. *rolls eyes*

The low point was a bottom having a seizure of some sort.

About that time I ran out of courage and headed for home.

Over all it was a good night.

Oops.

It's been a week since I last posted anything. Sorry.

Actually things have been good. I've actually typed Fin on a first draft. That's the first time since early May. That feels good. My critique partners like it too.

I'll finish polishing and submitting it to Literotica today.

Tomorrow night is a play party, the first time I've ever been to one.

I'm ready. I did some shopping for equipment last Friday and today.

Last Friday I got a good pair of leather cuffs and a very nice wire crop.

Today was peripheral stuff, black t-shirts (I do want the right ambiance), some salve for sore spots, tissues for wiping tears and wet towelettes for cleaning welts and that. Also clothespins. You can guess what those are for.

While I was at the hardware store getting the clothespins I discovered they were right next to the chain dispensers. Needless to say that gave me ideas. I'm not sure if I'm going to go with the gold covered or the thin with somewhat sharp edges.

Oh well. Plenty of time to decide.

Life's good.

Insomnia sucks

Sigh. I've been up since 3:30. And got to bed late.

A low pressure front moved in and those make me jumpy.

Plus I was at a BDSM workshop last night. The host taught those who attended rope work. Plus he showed off his equipment. I got a lot of interesting for things that are available at your local hardware store. For example a plastic paint stick (about a buck) makes a very nice slapper. *evil grin*

He also had an electric fly swatter that gave a nice, stinging jolt. Five bucks, tops.

I think I'll be making a trip to a hardware store today.

I'm going to take a big step

I've been writing and researching BDSM for a couple of years now. Thanks to all this I've discovered I'm very dominant.

I wasn't always happy with that. Like the narrator in my story Discovery I was afraid that allowing that facet of me to the surface would make me like the people I grew up hating; bullies, irresponsible authority figures and that sort of person. And there's still a bit of that 'BDSM is sick' idea still inside me.

But I'm even less happy at hiding the person I really am. And when I'm writing BDSM I really enjoy it.

So, next month I'm going to a play party. I'm hoping to let out my dominant side with people who can support me as I start down this new path.

I bought some equipment a few months ago; a blindfold, a flogger and some really serious nipple clamps. Before I go to the party I'm getting a proper crop and some good cuffs. I need a back T-shirt as well.

This should be interesting.